There’s something so beautiful in the breeze every time September gets in. Could it be the longer nights and shorter days, the chill of the skin upon the wind blowing, the sad colors of the trees or perhaps the whimsical colors of sunsets? My September this year has been extra wonderful because my dog unexpectedly gave birth to two male puppies. We’re worried because my dog is already seven years old but she put up through a normal delivery to two litters. Sadly, the other litter did not make it. What brings us more joy is that our seventeen months doll, Kendra Madeline, has been walking around sturdily. Late afternoons has been filled with activities such as dragonfly catching, dog chasing and picking our grand mom’s flowers. Although she’s very curious, she seems much smarter than her age and seems to know the dos and don’ts outdoors. Everything in my early September is light and beautiful. Perhaps it was the mystery of the atmosphere or the euphoria I can’t contain to myself that all convinced me that, it is time to get back to an old friend. Writing.
I had always wanted to get back into writing. But there were major changes and priorities that I have to attend to first. I got very guilty when some readers would mail me at social networking sites to ask why if I am still writing or I moved into new sites. I used to think everything I wrote was nonsense, for writing has been too personal for me, as an outlet of my feelings. But to know that a few really do read it and it mattered to them, somehow inspired me to try and write my heart out again. So I was constantly trying to find the right time to get back on. I just got a new desktop since the laptop was always crashing and I also moved a table inside the privacy of my old room. I could never write when someone else is in a room with me! And I just bought few books of which I am planning to write reviews about. So yes, I will be writing again! My long hiatus on writing might have taken its toll on me. So I felt like a child taking her first steps again. Last week, I caught myself reading old posts to familiarize myself about my old habit. And I could not believe I said those, thought of those, had been emotional over silly stuff and laughed at my childish whining! Guess it’s true, one day, you’d just be laughing at your past self.
I don’t remember too much of my September last 2013, perhaps because I haven’t written about it? And so this will be my first post ever since last year so pardon me if I shall be too random, funny and disorganized. I am trying to wrap everything that happened in more than a year into few phrases. I could just tell everything that happened word by word. But I guess that would be unfair not to dip into those magical moments at a straightforward manner. So I might get clumsy and confusing but I will keep writing until I am comfortable enough again. I will just think of it as my punishment for not being persistent. Anyway, I would love to be a blank canvas and learn everything from scratch.